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2nd August 1987 Leo Roman Catholic My loves God, family, bestfriends, my pooch badminton, boonsak, movies, sleeping peace and serenity, rainbow, clouds music, beach, cooking&eating hugs, cam-whoring, starbucks sleepover, girls talk, star gazing manchester united, tanning, just chilling! =) I am a blessed soul. Showered by unconditional love from my parents, my friends & the Almighty One. I am a happy girl. There's nothing else i could have asked for in life... Happiness is free!
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Monday, June 21, 2010
I feel empty.Sunday, June 20, 2010
SO..... IT'S OVER!Boonsak lost his final match but he has definitely put in his best. Hopefully he get enough rest and do well for next week's Indonesia Open. My interaction with him ended off in a very anti climax manner. It's always the case during the last day. He had to rush off and with so many fans around... all we did was waved goodbye. =/ I seriously should stop thinking about it. The post syndrome has officially kick in. I'm feeling depressed. Just hope I'll get over it soon. What's another year of waiting... I've survived it every year. =] Please come online often, I'll find more courage to approach you. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I miss Boonsak Ponsana! It's back to a normal boring week. Bye. Saturday, June 19, 2010
Totally happy! Boonsak made it to the finals! I shouted alot today! My cousin and Sinyee can't stop laughing at me but it's all worth it. Tomorrow will be worst I suppose. Today's match was really close. P'Man dropped the first match 20-22 but came back strongly in the 2nd and 3rd. I guess Gade just lost his strength at the third set. =) Anyway, he hurt his waist and said it is a little pain but it's okay!!!!!!! Just hope Boonsak is able to keep his form for the last hurdle tomorrow.My interactions with P'Man today was just awesome! I'm planning to type out everything so feel free to skip the whole post if it doesn't interest you. Hahaha. =D I went down to the players exit after all the matches were played and by then there were already lots of fans waiting. Sinyee and You Xiang waited along with me. Haha. Soon the Thai players and Boonsak walked out. BP was on the phone so fans crowded around him waiting to take pictures and autographs while I stood at one corner visible enough for him to see me. Well he did and he smiled at me. Hahaha. Once he was done on the phone, he was like a superstar signing and taking pictures non-stop. With each photo taken, he moved a step forward and came closer and closer till he was beside me. I was really happy at this point. Without asking, without hinting, he knew and he came willingly. =) I told him he played really well and we high 5-ed. Haha. After which, we took photos together and before he walked away to join the rest of his team-mates.. he tapped on my shoulder then kind of like grabbed my arm and nodded his head and said "Byebye". That small gesture made me flew over the moon. He did the exact same thing last year but on the last day. Hahaha. As he turned and make his move, fans started coming in again and I was asked to help take pictures for them. After which I decided to look for P'Mink for a photo and when the moment she saw me she started smiling. Another acknowledgment. =) Boonsak was more or less done and when he was about to leave the area, he turned and look at me and waved byebye. Awwww. The Thai team tried waiting for cab at the main road but of course there weren't any. 我是过来人。They were standing there for quite some time and finally I 鼓起勇气 and walked to Boonsak and started talking to him. Hahahhaa Things seriously wasn't as bad as I thought. Although there were moments of awkwardness at times but he asked me questions too so it wasn't that bad. I then decided to ask him about the jersey which I initially wanted to ask tomorrow but I felt the chance was good. He think for a moment and said he didn't ahve extra jersey at that moment but he can pass me one tomorrow. Hahaha. Then he said "but I have a round neck, you want?" And I just went "Okay." I suddenly feel jerseys should be important for him now since he is going for Indonesia Open straight after this. Owell.... But argh, I really wanted a jersey. Hahahaha. The team manager then decided that they should just take a train back and woohooo I was actually going the same way and Boonsak just said come along. =) And so, I was on the Circle Line train with Boonsak. Hahahah. We talked while we were walking and when we were in the station. Some fans were shocked to see him there and requested for autographs and pictures as well. Hahaha. So anyway, the team alighted at Paya Lebar while I continued my journey home very very happily. =) My man!  P'Mink.  I really like his smile here. Okay we were actually laughing and Sinyee snapped. I sux.  And again.  Lastly...  I secretly took this picture when I got a sit opposite them. Hahhaa.  So today was simply awesome. Okay actually this post is more like a reference for me next time. Hahaha. I'm not going to look back for grammatical and spelling errors. I'm feeling sleepy. Tomorrow is the last day!!! OMGosh! Got to wait for one more year!!!! Argh!! But miracles do happen... I might go for Macau Open. Good night! Friday, June 18, 2010
Boonsak got into the Semi Finals! =)He's the man! I really hope he will be able to play even better against Peter Gade tomorrow. It will be nice to see him in the finals again and hopefully be the champion. I can totally foresee that I'll scream my lungs out during the match. This man is popular with reporters and one group of them got him up to the cafe for an interview. I was sitting near that area and so I waited for his interview to end before approaching him. Helped P'Bern to pass a message to him and Boonsak started laughing upon hearing it. =) Actually till now I haven't really had the chance to talk to him. Okay I actually had the chance to today but I just didn't dare to look at him and talk. Plus fans were coming forward for pictures and autograph makes it even more difficult. It's funny how he always laugh upon hearing my request for him to smile with teeth. He looks good with a wide smile what! Right?  Seeeeee! Hahaha. He LOL when I said "Give me a big happy smile okay?" Awwww.  Bonus! I didn't expect to see him since he lost yesterday! Koo Kien Kiat! World Ranked 1 Men Doubles player from Malaysia as of now. Hahahaha.  And this!  Tan Boon Heong. His fellow partner. =)  Yup. So yet another day has past. I'm really enjoying it and just thinking about the moments bring smiles to my face. Anyway, I shouted for Sony of Indonesia to win just now. Hahahaha he upset Lee Chong Wei and I'm so damn happy!! Seriously. Sinyee and You Xiang totally felt my madness man. Hahaha. Okay! Currently waiting for the England's World Cup match. Please win and score more goals. As for now, I shall watch some videos and kill time. Good night! BOONSAK SUSU! Thursday, June 17, 2010
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ He is just special. =) Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Li Ning Singapore Open Day 1 I finally saw Boonsak after 6 months. I just can't help but smile to myself the moment I saw him sitting at the players stand plus that super short hair. Hahaha. The feeling is indescribable, seriously. Every year, I wait and count down to this one special week. It is just amazing when it finally arrive. =) Anyway, Boonsak haven't played international tournament since February due to the conflict between TBA and some Thai players. So today's match was quite crucial, somewhat like a comeback game. Just by looking at his strokes, you can totally tell his skills are really rusty. But thank goodness, he survived it and won the game in rubber sets. My heart was on the verge of sinking each time the score gets close, till for the first time ever I shouted during the round of 32! "BOONSAK SUSU!" Guess it works. Hah! After his game, he went back to the players stand and started playing his PSP. He really has his own way of relieving stress. =) Decided that I really needed a bite so I headed toward the snack corner and as I was walking and got closer to the players stand, Boonsak and my eyes met and instantly we waved at each other with happy smiles. =) It feels damn drama but I think time stopped for us at that moment, it felt very magical. Hahaha. I swear fans who were sitting near that area waiting for pictures and signatures all had their eyes on me at least a second. Whatever~! Lalalalala~ So I happily went to get some food to fill my stomach. I didn't take any picture with Boonsak today. There were chances in the stadium when he was walking around but I didn't want to risk my knee by running up the stairs to chase after him. The best chance was actually when we waved at each other, it was definitely easy getting him out but at the same time I didn't want to. Although now I kind of regret! Argh! I'm more mature, I'm not as affect as I was last year during the round of 32. I think it is due to us being somewhat like friends already. I know regardless what, there are other ways to get to him. Okay but ultimately, I still a HUGE fan of his. =) I'll try my luck tomorrow, if not the day after tomorrow. We'll see! Can't wait to see him again. I need to treasure this week since I won't be going Bangkok this year so the next time I see him would be next June! OMGosh! Argh! It is only the first day but trust me the pre Singapore Open post syndrome is slowly kicking in......... Focus! Tomorrow will be a good day! Go Boonsak! Oh and today is the first time I walk so closely to Koo Kien Keat and he definitely got that look and smile that attracts me. Bleah! Lastly, overall most of the matches today were quite boring. Kinda one sided. That's always the case for round of 32. But I thought the non local born Singaporeans did really well. Chayut was one of them so I decided to msg him on MSN to congrats him and praise his effort. Hahaha. Okay off to watch some videos! =D Good night! Monday, June 14, 2010
The yearly Singapore Open is nearing. I'm getting really excited about it. Boonsak should be in his hotel room resting now. Hahaha. 2 more days people!But for the first time in sooo many years, I'm actually attending it alone! Like literally. No friends, no juniors, no coach. OMGosh! Damn lonely. Seriously if it's not for Boonsak, I would have given it a miss I guess. Anyway, look out for my updates. I hope I have lots to say. P'Bern can't make it to Singapore in the end, so I hope I'll be fast enough to catch up with Boonsak with my damn weak knee. =/ Thursday, June 03, 2010
Happy Birthday Jinyan Korkor!!   Wednesday, June 02, 2010
My horoscope reading for today:Feelings struggle with sense You understand your feelings but you cannot deal with their irrationality. Your mind knows what should be done but your feelings prevent you from acting sensibly. Accept your feelings, as you cannot change them. Search out peace in seclusion and decide whether you want to follow your feelings or mind. WOAH! I'm in a confused state. For the things that are happening recently, I feel my vision has turned blur all of a sudden. All along, I'm someone who takes things quite lightly and do not think deep into certain matters. All I thought was 开心就好! But recently, it's no longer the case. It's as though my mind is filled with so much stuff yet I am not sure what it is. I feel lost. Black or White? Right or wrong? Where's our standing? Where is this heading? What upsets me the most is when I feel like I've never understood the person whom I called my close friend, someone whom I hold so closely and deeply but yet out of a sudden feels like a stranger. Everything just seem to be on the surface and it is somehow deceiving. Come to think of it, it is true that we can never fully understand or know someone but yet I feel like I've never understood anyone. So who am I to call them "my close friends". To me, everything suddenly feels strange.......................................................................................... Hai. Maybe I'm the weird one.
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