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2nd August 1987 Leo Roman Catholic My loves God, family, bestfriends, my pooch badminton, boonsak, movies, sleeping peace and serenity, rainbow, clouds music, beach, cooking&eating hugs, cam-whoring, starbucks sleepover, girls talk, star gazing manchester united, tanning, just chilling! =) I am a blessed soul. Showered by unconditional love from my parents, my friends & the Almighty One. I am a happy girl. There's nothing else i could have asked for in life... Happiness is free!
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Monday, June 30, 2008
I'm back.Sigh~ I miss Thailand! =( There's so much I wish to share but I can't seem to find the right words to describe my current thoughts and feelings. It was a trip that worth everything. I am so glad I flew over even though it was super rush. Thailand Open was an eye-opener. The atmosphere was great. The crowd was ever supportive towards their compatriot, cheering and singing for every point earned. Although I'm not their fellow countrywoman but their spirit makes me want to cheer along with them. Not only that, I made a Thai friend during the tourny period and I think that's one of the most rewarding thing that happened during my stay there. =) Anyway, this trip can never be better if not for the main character. Yes! Boonsak Ponsana. Just seeing him in court makes me fly up to cloud nine. But that's not all. He remembers me and that means alot. Seriously. We managed to talk and takes pictures. Thanks to the officals there who helped me alot. Oh not forgetting my new friend and Boonsak's sister too. LOL. Lastly before I left on Sunday, I was allowed into this room where he was warming down with some other Thai players, coaches, officals sitting/standing around. I was damn stress! All eyes were on me when I walked in. I felt so out of place that after taking pictures with him, I left in such a hurry that I think I forgot to bid him goodbye..... =/ He lost in the finals to Lin Dan. They played till the 3rd set. The result was kind of expected, Lin Dan is way too good. Look at his smashes and you will know what I mean. But alright, I think P'man(His nickname in Thailand) played well. At least he didn't lose straight set. =) Okay! Pictures time. Didn't take much. Just a few meaningful ones. =)  My new found friend. For a Thai, she speaks English quite well. She's majoring in this English Humans stuff.  28.6.2008 - "Sorry to let you wait so long."  The Thai spirit!  Men's Single Finals.  Daaa-taaaaa! Need I say more? LOL. Now you know why I'm flying?  So yup! This is a really really brief summary of my encounter with P'Man. There's sooo more to it but such wonderful memories are meant to be kept in the heart or maybe to be shared with the close ones. LOL. Ahhhhhh can't get enough. BOONSAK ROCKS! Let's wait and see where I'm heading next. =P And lastly, JQ just left the country and she won't be back till the 10th! =( *Sigh* Whenever she's away, I feel so empty. No more phone calls and bo liao smses. Haiz! Thank God I have my Thailand Open memories to keep me company for the time being. Alright now I'm done and it's time to sleep. I only had an hour nap before heading to school this morning. My eyes are so heavy, it's a torture keeping it open. I don't know when I'll be back blogging but till then take care! Byebye! Signing off with a picture that I took when I was bored waiting for my dad to get ready.  Sunday, June 29, 2008
Amada is in Thailand now. She went there for her love.She wants me to help her blog and say that she's DAMN HAPPY now. Like, THIS HAPPY.  WAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA..... My photoshop skill's not bad huh. Wednesday, June 25, 2008
3nd day since school reopened. Nothing out of the ordinary. Child that cries everyday is still crying. I've lost my patience for him. Seriously. I'm just waiting for miracles to happen. =]Went to this pub at Holland V with JQ yesterday. The environment was good, smoke free. =) There was a LIVE band performing and I was totally mesmerised by one of the vocalist's voice. *2 thumbs up* Can't get enough. Not only that, the place served really nice food and I left there with a really contented stomach and soul. Oh and a heavy head too. =/ Anyway, alcohol really makes one sleep better. I overslept this morning, 5 alarms weren't enough to wake a soundly asleep me. Argh!! I seriously want to kick the habit of taking cab! But the thought of walking, taking the train or bus is a torture. =/ Alright, it's 10pm now. It's been a long long time since I have the urge to snuggle under the covers before 12. =) Good night! Sunday, June 22, 2008
School is starting tomorrow and I'm sooo not prepared to go back to class and teach. *Sigh*One month of holidays just flew past in a blink of an eye and I seriously think that I have not make full use of this period of time to get back the lack of sleep I've suffered ever since I started working. Not only that, I think my life is rather screwed up. Whatever it is, I'm just a 21 year old female with a 13 year old mindset who just wish to enjoy life. I miss secondary school days. =( Anyway, is there anyone out there who knows Thai? I need a translator urgently! I never thought it was that difficult. Gosh! It is 10 times worse than chinese! Argh! The words are giving me a headache! *Tsktsktsk* Thursday, June 19, 2008
I'll keep this a really short post.I still have tons of work to do but my eyes are already closing. Alright. Here's my end product! *Proud* =)  Met up with JQ after school and we procceeded to Heatwave, Marina. I straightened my hair and got it dyed and highlighted while JQ sat there and do nothing. =/   Lastly, it was dinner with Nat and Clair at NewyorkNewyork! =)  Know what!!! I've recieved my first 21st birthday present! An ITouch given to me by my cousin. ;)  . Sorry! I can no longer go on. I'm starting to fall asleep unknowingly. Badbad. Wan an! It's 4.45am now. Meiyun and Eve are over at my place helping me with my work. Thank God I have great friends whom have been helping me along the way. If not I have no idea when will I finish it. Anyway, I've successfully completed the 3 days of First Aid Course. Having to sit down for hours and trying to absorb everything that were thrown to us was definitely torturing, especially when my eyes can hardly open!! -_- I'm still in a holiday mood and I need more sleep! What I need to keep myself awake! F-A-T!  Met up with the girls and Weeleng after work at TM. We had a great time at Starbucks, using Weeleng's Macbook to snap pictures of ourselves. Entertaining! I think all the pictures turned out great! The camara was able to hide all our flaws. LOL. =) Then the girls and I left for dinner at cafe cartel and we decided to catch a late night movie. Gosh! I seriously cannot watch cartoon. I never fail to fall asleep and today is no exception. LOL. Kungfu Panda was........ erm........ funny. Hahahah.    Alright, shall go spend some quality time with the girls now. 1 and a half more hours and I will need to prepare for school. Going to Marina with the clique to get our hair dyed after school. Finally! Okay! Byebye! P.S: Stay tune for the picture of my end product. I think it looks great! =D Monday, June 16, 2008
I'm going to THAILAND! =)Sunday, June 15, 2008
I did the extreme.I decided to try my luck so I drove over to the airport after church. Sat down at Gloria Jean sipping on my vanilla latte for about half an hour. Suddenly I noticed a familiar backview so I stood up from my seat hoping to get a clearer view and at the same time praying deep in my heart hoping so much it was him. Right there! That guy was carrying a badminton bag and it was confirmed! =D  We had a proper farewell and I'm satisfied. =)   Anyway, I've checked the air tickets for Bangkok last night. I'm able to leave on the 27th after school but there's no flight back on the 29th!! I mean there is la but then the flights are all in the morning or afternoon which I do not want because the finals is being played at that time! So I need a night flight and jetstar has it but it's sold out! *Sigh* Howhowhow? So as long I can find a night flight which allows me to leave Bangkok at about 9 plus 10, I'll book it!! Ahhhh... I sooooo wanna be at Thailand Open. Let's pray. Aviva Finals today but I decided to catch it live on TV instead. There's no exciting matches other than the mixed doubles which I've concluded is not worth my petrol. LOL. Lastly, Happy Father's Day! I love you Daddy! We live on fascination... Saturday, June 14, 2008
I'm not fine plus all the negative feelings meshed into one so I'm going to whine and sigh.It was my last chance but nothing happened. No communication, no pictures. I lost sight of him and he was gone. I hate this ending. No idea when he's leaving, no idea what flight he's taking... This feeling sucks.  . I should feel contented(for the past 3 days) but I'm not. One more year is not an easy wait. =( Post Aviva/Boonsak Syndrome. Friday, June 13, 2008
Today's training was tough! I almost died in the court while playing with a "shotgun". Not only that, Miss Tan made me play singles! But at least I won the game after using up almost all my energy. =) It's Friday! Time for a break!Then again, the other half of the day was spent in the indoor stadium. Anyway, I got carpark booking for 3 consecutive days. The carpark attendant just want to be sooo hardworking during this tourny period. She/He definitely didn't reach her/his quota last month. Argh! And so he was sitting right there. My major distraction from the on playing games.  Call it obsession or infatuation. Whatever it is... I don't care! Hahaha.  Guess what? There's a Thai mixed doubles playing in the semi-finals tomorrow. Boonsak said he will be coming. One more day people!! =D I think he will be leaving on Sunday but that's provided the pair don't enter the finals. Not that I'm mean but I doubt they will make it. Liliyana and Nova are just way toooo GOOD! Know what? I'm soooooo thinking of making a trip to Thailand on the week school reopens(over the weekend la). It's the Thailand Gold Grand Prix. Boonsak will definitely be playing! I just tried my luck and casually mention it to my dad just now and he didn't object! Surprisesurprisesurprise! So now it all boils down to me. But the only problem is....... if I were to go during the weekends, by the time I reach Bangkok, it's already the semis and it's not confirm that Boonsak will be playing till the finals right? Howhowhow? It's super tempting especially when my dad don't mind going with me! Hahahaha. Alright, hopefully I'll be able to ask Boonsak for more details tomorrow then we'll see. Wahahahaha. Time to sleep.... ราตรีสวัสดิ์ (Good Night!) ♥ No time. Thursday, June 12, 2008
Boonsak lost his match today. Sad pleaseeee!! It was a really close match. Third set 21-19.He should have won it if not for those unforce error at the end. Totally lost my soul when the game ended. Everyone was so afraid I might burst out crying but come on that's too extreme la! Although I am seriously upset. I waited a year and only get to see him play 2 matches! Not enough la! Looking at his draws, he should be able to reach the finals quite easily but sometimes things are just so unpredictable huh? Anyway, I finally found the courage to speak to him. Not only that, he gave me his IC photo(Doubt anyone will ever do that. Haha) and I got him to sign at the back of it!!! Wahahahaha!  He said he will be at the tourny venue tomorrow afternoon. Most likely it will be my last chance seeing him before he return back to Thailand, on "Erm.. I don't know. I think Saturday." Maybe, just maybe... if possible, I won't mind seeing him off at the airport! =P There's training again tomorrow morning. I'm going to have another hard time getting myself out of bed. *Sigh* I need sleep! Imagine I fell asleep while watching the earlier matches. That's how tired I am. Alright, I'm off to lalaland now. Good night! Can't wait to see him tomorrow! Boonsak fever! Wednesday, June 11, 2008
First day and I'm already going insane!Boonsak won his match against Ronald. As expected. =/ Sad to say, R is no longer as good as before. He wasn't even playing on par with B. Anyway, maybe the rumor is true.... Kelly Poon was at the stadium! *Tsktsktsk* Haha. Alright, I know that my hua-chi self is back. But please please forgive me because I've waited a long long while for this week. Boonsak Ponsana seriously rocks my world!! just can't get enough. LOL. Okay, enough said. Thanks to Aviva, I have no intention to blog about other stuff.  After a year, he still looks exactly the same. =) Same hairstyle, same jacket, same sitting position, same gestures, same old him. I hearts - my misses. ♥  There's training at 9am tomorrow! After which, it's off to the Indoor stadium for more actions and pictures! Hahaha. Gosh! I'm suffering from a serious lack of sleep. Off to bed now! Sweet dreams! You have no idea how much I like him... Go Thailand! Go Boonsak! =) Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Helen and I organised a 2 days T-Shirt designing workshop for the K1 and K2 children. We had our first session today and all things turned out pretty well. It is a good start. =)Young T-Shirt designers at work.   End products by some of the children. (The black one is mine! LOL.)  Someone just pass out from Tekong and came straight to school. =D  . Anyway, I'm soooooo excited about tomorrow. Once the workshop end, I'll be heading straight to the Indoor Stadium. Finally after a year, I'm going to see my badminton love. Wahahahaha. It's a once a year opportunity so bear with me. =D It is going to be an exciting match. Argh! Who should I support? B or R? . Picture taken a year ago after he emerged as Male Singles Champion. =)  . Ohhhhh and I have a love/hate feeling for JQ. Seriously! I love her because she's so nice to help me do my work. LOL. But arghhhhhh!!! She loves bullying me! !#$%^& -_-''' . PEACE ♥ Sunday, June 08, 2008
Guilty!I overslept and wasn't able to make it for choir practice and most importantly morning mass. I set four alarms last night but none of it managed to wake me up! =/ Now I have to attend evening mass alone. Sigh... I hope, I dream, I pray.. Friday, June 06, 2008
There are times when I have this immense urge to pen down my thoughts but moments like these are transitory.The moment I hit the power button and my machine boots up, I wish to recline into the comfort of the covers. There has been a lot on my mind lately and I can’t quite put my thoughts into perspective. My nights and days are the same. I guess I'm losing the touch of blogging..... It's been a hell of a week. With ChannelU Fun Party @ IMM on Sunday to school to badminton, more badminton and aimless driving from Tampines to Commonwealth to Botanical Garden to Dempsey and finally to East Coast Park. Not only that, I'm growing fatter by the minute. I wish there’s an easy way out of this but who am I kidding. For the sake of injecting some colours to this post, here are some photos from my week.         .. So anyway, I'm going to scoot over to my bed and get a good night's rest. Apparently, 3% of what you dream of will usually come true so let's hope I'll have a good one tonight! =) Monday, June 02, 2008
Psalms 46. God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. . Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging. ..... Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth. Have you even wonder why did God allow suffering? . I used to question God's intention but slowly come to realise that God never meant for life on Earth to be that of lalaland. He never said that life's a BED OF ROSES. . Remember in the era of Adam and Eve, life's all good. There were no such things as sufferings, UNTIL SIN CAME INTO PLACE. It was man who first made the mistake. Subsequently, God did allow "BAD" things to happen in life. But that's for a reason..... Not to torture us, but when things happen, we'll learn not to rely on our own limited self (and be proud) but, rely and draw closer to God. =) The truth is, we grow and become stronger as a person, right? . He will not test you beyond what you can bear. . Anyway, our estimated 70++ years on earth is just merely a scratch on eternity. We don't vanish into thin air after we die. Therefore, the meaning of our existence on earth, is simply a training ground for God to draw us closer to Him, mould and train us in character, to be more like-Christ. . In Christ, YOU ARE AN OVERCOMER! because He has overcomed the world. Therefore, fight FROM victory. . But the promise was when everything fails, WE'LL BE HELD. . Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit. As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen. =.(
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