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2nd August 1987 Leo Roman Catholic My loves God, family, bestfriends, my pooch badminton, boonsak, movies, sleeping peace and serenity, rainbow, clouds music, beach, cooking&eating hugs, cam-whoring, starbucks sleepover, girls talk, star gazing manchester united, tanning, just chilling! =) I am a blessed soul. Showered by unconditional love from my parents, my friends & the Almighty One. I am a happy girl. There's nothing else i could have asked for in life... Happiness is free!
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Monday, April 27, 2009
Came back from JB at about 5am this morning. Slept at Diya's place for about an hour before making my way home to get changed and off to work. I was like a walking zombie, dead tired. But I felt slightly better after drinking the coffee Diya made for me to drink while I was driving home. Awww I felt loved! LOL.The JB trip was good. Traffic at the custom was not too bad. Did some grocery shopping at Giant then went to have coffee at Old Town before making our way to Carrie's place. Dinner was great, Yam porridge is love! I ate till I was seriously bloated. Had dinner while watching star awards and Chew Chor Meng recieved the award was the one that I was most happy about. Well deserved! Decided to stay back to play mahjong while Su, Ming jie and Huiwen left first. "FEI~!!!" It was fun although I lost money. Done with Mahjong at 3am then went for early breakfast. The wanton mee was gooood but my stomach felt like exploding after that. The feeling was terrible. I've been eating on and off since about 8pm that night, fat ball~! ('00') Dining at Carrie's well designed cosy home. =)  The reason why I dare take the risk of not sleeping was because I was taking the kids out on an excursion today. The trip took away all my remaining energy. Anyway, I'm really thankful to my class parents who were very helpful unlike others who cramped around and just look on. =) Hopefully B class will just be as good on Wednesday. I came back home and totally zonked out like immediately. I just changed and went straight to bed. The next moment when I woke up, I realised I was late for night class. -_- I want the pictures in Diya's cam then I'll make a folder in FB to share so stay tuned. 3 hours is all that I've slept so far since yesterday. Going back to the bed soon so Good night! Saturday, April 25, 2009
The weather is terrible, I can die!I resulted in napping on the floor this afternoon because I felt really warm lying on the bed, even the aircon didn't help much. I just bathe under cold water and I'm feeling much better. But I know this clean clean, non sticky feeling won't last long. So frustrating la~! Argh! You know I've always had the habit to cover myself with my blanket when I'm on the bed even if I'm only under the fan because I'll feel "naked" being uncovered but recently I've learnt to sleep without my blanket because of the bloody weather. I think I should probably live in Alaska where the weather is cold throughout the year! =/ This afternoon I spent most of my time reading up on somethings that really interest me. I've always wanted to know more about those things up in the sky. From the sun, to the moon, to the stars, to the clouds, to the rainbow and even the tornadoes and hurricanes. Today I felt so knowledgeable after reading soooooooooo much. I feel damn good! Really. =D Okay anyway, my period is late late late! Coming 2 weeks man! Due to stress? Due to late nights? Gosh! It has never been this late before. The cramps come and go like super irritating. Making me all prepared for "her" arrival but then to find out it is another false alarm. #$%^&*(#$%^ I'm going JB tomorrow!! It's going to be a super fun day, I just know it! Yam porridge, can't wait!!! Mum will be away too and I have the car. =D Okay going to eat Kim Bo Teng now. Byebye! Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Work is piling up, I can die!Week 5 is already coming to an end but I still have not started writing the children developmental comments which will be due in week 7!! Week 6 is going to be a busy busy week. I will have to rush and brainstorm like mad. The weeks leading to the end of the term is always the worst, so much to do but so little time. Then I just received another new assignment which I totally dislike. 3 child observations and reflections! Any kind soul want to help me out? I talk myself into sleeping early last night, thinking that I should have a good rest and most probably feel more refreshed the next day but hell NO! I felt like the worst today. No amount of coffee could help me! My eyes could hardly stay open for the entire day. Went training and was already feeling half dead, attended night class and I totally switched off. ZZzzZZZzZzzZzZ....... I seriously can't wait for the weekend to come! I want to sleep till the sun rise and set! I need sufficient beauty sleep!!! Tuesday, April 21, 2009
I'm really looking forward to this coming Saturday!Maybe it is because I've always wanted to get a private badminton coach to train me outside of Miss Tan's training and this coming Saturday is the start of what I've been wishing for. =) I've read so much about his coaching style and people have been giving lots of good comments about him so hopefully he live up to all that expectations. Digging into his history.... I only managed to know that he was previously coaching the National Squad but quit because he married one of the National player, Li Yu Jia and that giving private coaching will bring him more income. Hmmm.. seriously how can that be possible? 0.o But well~ doesn't matter. Some said that Li Yu Jia will occasionally help out at the training when she is not away for tournament and yeah I think that's a bonus. =) Anyway, I'll be training in an almost all guys environment and I'm not sure if it's good or bad. So please JQ come join me if possible! One thing for sure, I'll most likely be a lonely soul. Training will be held at CCK Sports Hall. Yes it's freaking far away! Traveling by any form of transport will still take quite awhile to reach. Okay! Here a sneak preview of who's going to coach me. LOL. Found it from the badminton forum. Someone was there to observe how the coach training is like. =) Coach Bai Song.   Sometimes I'll think what am I putting myself into.... I will have to start doing physical and footwork again! OMG! I'm feeling tired just thinking of it. Hahaha. But I'll jiayou.. for the future, for myself. =D Tomorrow heading down to Xinmin for training but without Miss Tan around. *Sigh* it's okay since I heard the Sec 2s will be coming back. I can't wait to play. I've been holding my racket at home and doing one step footwork. That's how much I've been anticipating. =) I had a dream yesterday. A very sweet one. I just wish that I didn't have to wake up. I can still clearly remember everything about it even though it didn't end off like how I wish it could have but just thinking about it makes me smile and accepted that the decision I made was somewhat right. =) Need not know the details, just be happy for me. Love all! =) Exam is over. A pass is all I ask for. I went to take a look yesterday... and found what I've been wanting to see. Saturday, April 18, 2009
Blood boil!Why say yes when you can say no? Why look happy when you are actually sad? Why laugh when it's not funny? Why act like there's nothing wrong when inside you're actually boiling/crying? Why? Why? Why? I was not born to please everyone out there nor was I born to fake myself. Not every decision or comments or actions I make will put a smile on everyone's face but so as long I know I'm not wrong and I'm happy myself... WHAT'S WRONG WITH THAT?! I'm just me. Like it or hate it, I don't care! There's definitely better people out there but it doesn't really bothers me, so stop comparing! God made everyone different from the very beginning right? At some point in my life, I've tried to please some people. To fake my feelings, just to let others be happy. Say sorry when I'm totally not at fault. To give in as much as possible and act like I'm totally fine with it but in actual fact, I'm feeling otherwise inside. But seriously who cares? Sometimes, when a human benefit from someone else, they are usually too happy to turn back and look at the price/pain/sweat behind it. Then came another point in my life, when I decided that I should just be I, me, myself. Alright, 2 faces are in everyone, that's something NO ONE can avoid but other than that, we choose how we live. We have the right to make choices. Yes we have, I have! I'm going to care more about how I feel, what I think is right, what makes me happy and be a bitch. So say what you want, life is a bitch anyway~! God is the ONLY person who knows me inside out. Went to sing K with JQ after school yesterday. Being able to sing out my feelings was fantastic! I had the urge to sing Jay Chou's old songs for the entire time. Gosh! They rock to the max! I can totally feel myself in them. =D After which, had dinner at Shokudo then met up with Diya and Carrie to watch "17 again." O-M-G! O-M-G! O-M-G! Zac Efron is just way too good looking! Especially that scene of him walking out of his sports car. GOSH! I seriously melted!  Anyway, it was a feel-good movie. It might allow you to rethink your priorities. Although there were some loose ends but Zac Efron's good look totally make up for everything. Can't remember who was the one that said this after the movie but I can't stop thinking of this sentence.. "All the guys in the cinema must have felt bad!" Wahahahaha. =D Definitely true. Okay. I managed to study a tiny weeny bit this afternoon. Going to try read through a little more now. My heart is currently at indoor stadium. LOL. Good night! Tuesday, April 14, 2009
They say my posts are kind of emo these few days.They are because the person typing them, isn't exactly the happiest person around. I'm on an emotional rollar coaster ride. I feel so suffocated. I cannot breathe... ............................. I really wish to see the girls in more actions, it was a pity. Training will never be the same anymore, those familiar faces. Argh~! Miss Tan will be on leave till May and that's exactly how long I won't be touching my racket, I suppose. Shit! I seriously need the exercise. I need to lose weight man! I'm like a whale now! It's my study week for my upcoming exam paper next Monday but I have yet to start on any reading. I'm so dead~! I just can't bring myself to look at my notes. Too many unnecessary stuff written out of boredom. TOO MANY! Anyway, I currently have a strong will of wanting to prove myself. But no idea what, no idea how. I'll just work towards an aimless direction. Jiayou! Everything is a blur now. Having to move on but not wanting to... it's never easy. Monday, April 13, 2009
I played like crap today.Seriously, most of my shots sounded like I was using a $9.90 racket. How I've been wanting to improve myself, training hard..... But now that I've lost my main motivation, it's like for once the thought of playing badminton just reminds me of how sad I am actually. Sounds stupid, but the fact is I am for this. I'm still pulling myself up. Didn't fall very badly but it still hurts(quite alot). I'm trying to move on.... Give me some time.  I’m slowly getting closure. I guess it’s really over. I want to sing my heart out! Sunday, April 12, 2009
I should be thankful for yesterday.Somehow it was a blessing in disguise. Even though I was feeling all mixed up inside. I was happy to have shared so much, I was angry to have been misquoted, I was sad/shocked to know too much, and I was in pain from a terrible headache. But through all this, I've decided to look forward and move on. Things happen for a reason. And yesterday I'm glad that it happened. =) "Taken" is a great show. Watch it! Alleluia, Christ is Risen! Easter is HOPE, JOY, LOVE. God bless the person who found diya's wallet and was nice enough to return it to her. =) Friday, April 10, 2009
Taking lessons out of the classroom. =)A great way to end the topic on parts of a car. I was really excited to see the children getting down to wash the car yesterday. They totally enjoyed themselves and I'm glad they responded well. They made me even happier when we got back to class and they did their sharing on how they felt and which part of the car they actually managed to clean. "The door! window! headlight! license plate! petrol cap! bonnet! etc......" I can't be happier. =)) Wednesday, April 08, 2009
To be happy or sad?You know, it's not that I'm not happy, it's just that the unhappiness just totally outweighs the happiness and so I become unhappy. Gosh! I can't believe Singapore is that small that it seems like everyone is link to one another. Argh~! Brothers?!?! Good friend?!?! Why? Why? Why? I think I'm one confused ass. I DESPERATELY NEED TO CHEER UP! even if I have to lie to myself. Anyway, I'm so tired noww!! but I don't want to sleep.. =P If only you just agreed... Tuesday, April 07, 2009
Simple actions can make or break me.I'm in a depressed state. I should just submit to fate and just accept how things are going. I've fallen apart, like a jigsaw puzzle. Like how the sun misses the moon, but they never meet. I'm BROKEN. =| Monday, April 06, 2009
I was really looking forward to play badminton this afternoon,that I totally forgot that I had to stay back in school for some enrichment program! =( We were told the session will last for one and a half hours but ended up it dragged on for an additional 45 minutes!!! I was literally stoning throughout! 0.o Finally left school at about 5.20pm but the anticipation of holding my racket totally died! So I decided that I should just go home and have a short rest before going for my night class. Reached my doorstep only to find out my sister wasn't home yet! In the end, I sat under my block feeling totally exhausted and with a full bladder which was on the verge of exploding. Waited for my Mum to pass me the car and I drove to school and totally felt like dying. Class was as usual, boring to the max. I couldn't connect into Wireless@SG, I don't know why so I completely switched off and stared into space. I was really tired. 2 cups of coffee didn't helped at all. Anyway, I'm having a serious acne outbreak! Very scary! I think it's due to the late nights and insufficient sleep. I'm planning to sleep soon. Hopefully it helps!! -_- Argh! I can't wait to play badminton on Wednesday. Jiayou to the girls playing SCGS tomorrow! The battle towards Top 4 begins.... =D Good night! There are sooooo many things I want to do. I want to trim my hair. I want to trim my eyebrow. I want to play badminton. I want to watch lotsssss of movies!!!! I want to slim down. Friday, April 03, 2009
I'm sick and I've been feeling drowsy all day.Went to visit the doctor and I was prescribed 5 different types of medicine. My whole body is aching, throat hurts and the cough is just getting worst. =/ Xinmin girls lost to NYG today. 3-2. It was a close fight. The girls fought hard, really. I am really glad Lucky had a sweet revenge on the NY girl whom she lost to during Pilot Pen. It was a nerve wrecking game. The scores were very close... The moment she won, all the girls celebrated and cheered as if they won the championship. LOL. The taste of victory is always nice. =) Just took my medicine and I know I'm going to knock out soon. Tomorrow is Grandpa's 7th year death anniversary. How time flies... 7 years without him but he is still constantly on my mind. I just love reminiscing those good old times with him around. The kind of love he showed me since young...... I just miss my Grandpa so much. <3  Alright, I'm going to sleep soon. I need rest!!! Good night! Wednesday, April 01, 2009
I'm currently in class. Falling asleep! -_-I have a boring lecturer. Her lectures are a torture! For the whole time, she will just sit at her seat and explain non stop! She's a preschool educator, can't she be more creative and add more live to her lesson! Most people are just staring into space, like me. If it's not for the upcoming exam in 2 weeks, I would have switched off completely. Argh~! 2 more hours! I want to play badminton! I'm a ball now! I no longer walk, I roll. Anyway, I'm on a strict diet now(yes again!), starting from April Fools Day but it's no joke! I've started eating yogurt. 2 cups today. Amazing! Don't really fancy it but I read articles about how good yogurt is to the body. Eating healthily. I must control my diet! I must! 2 months at least or till I see boonsak in June! =] Yeah! It's break time! Going to make my 2nd cup of coffee! Ciao!
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