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2nd August 1987 Leo Roman Catholic My loves God, family, bestfriends, my pooch badminton, boonsak, movies, sleeping peace and serenity, rainbow, clouds music, beach, cooking&eating hugs, cam-whoring, starbucks sleepover, girls talk, star gazing manchester united, tanning, just chilling! =) I am a blessed soul. Showered by unconditional love from my parents, my friends & the Almighty One. I am a happy girl. There's nothing else i could have asked for in life... Happiness is free!
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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
"We all think we’re going to be great and we feel a little bit robbed when our expectations aren’t met. But sometimes our expectations sell us short. Sometimes the expected simply pales in comparison to the unexpected. You got to wonder why we cling to our expectations, because the expected is just what keeps us steady. Standing. Still. The expected’s just the beginning, the unexpected is what changes our lives." Look with new eyes to the future. Tuesday, October 30, 2007
If you had the power, if you had a way - the power and the way to remove unwanted memories from your consciousness, would you?At some point in time of our lives, we all have a certain desire to forget the bad things that happen to us. What would happen if we are given the power to forget those things permanently? I would never want to remove any single memory i have. Those who ignore history are doomed to repeat it. Things that have happened, happen for a reason. You learn from it and you try not to make the same mistake. But i think more importantly, I wouldn't want to erase any part of my memory because it would eliminate the possibility of me ever reconciling and coming to terms with my life experience, the way we relate to the people who help to shape our lives and whose lives we shape through ours. I believe every experience defines who we are. How happy is the blameless vestal’s lot! The world forgetting, by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each pray’r accepted, and each wish resign’d Sunday, October 28, 2007
Reached East Coast Park at about 1045am today and omgosh~ the weather was scorching hot, I wanted to faint. I was perspiring non-stop and I seriously didn't like the feeling. Eeks! 0.oGave our support to Diya and Daren at HK Cafe by sharing 3 sets of Po Luo Bao meal. =) It's NICE! Haha.         *Attention* They will be there again next Saturday from 11am to 2pm so do head down to ECP HK Cafe to give your support if you're free.. =) Waited for them to finish filming after which we left the place at about 3pm and upon reaching Jiaqi's place, both of us started cam-whoring in the car. LOL.  Please tell me how not to love her? Hahaha. Jiaqi's Animal Kingdom! -Look at her ears-  That's her! Lee Jiaqi with her usual stupid ideas. Haha. =)  Alright! It's a holiday for St Anne's Children tomorrow! Wahahahaha. Hopefully I'll be able to use this day to finish up my work which I think is quite unlikely. =P Okay! I shall go do some work first before heading to bed. Good Night Everyone! To you, I'm Sorry. To you, I'm Sorry. For this I hate myself. I seriously do. You will never know how torturing it is to be me . My life is just a lie. Hidden Emotions. . To God I pray Please, Save me. =.( Tired. Saturday, October 27, 2007
My initial plan for today was to stay home to finish up some work but one of Joey's sms induced me to leave my house - Despite the hot weather and the amount of work I had in hand. But well, I didn't regret! LOL.I made my way down to Fort Canning Park to join him at a carnival organized by Pat's Schoolhouse and it was definitely an eye opener. They made the event really grand and it seriously didn't look like one that was organized by a preschool. There were lots of game stations around for the children to get hook to and they even had a gym bus!!! 0.0 Yes! Say "Woah!"          Was sitting around some kids at the food corner and upon hearing the way they converse, I was dumbfounded. Complete sentences with perfect english and some words that you can hardly hear from kids of their age. Speechless. I also managed to see some of their teachers and gosh! Now I know where I stand. Seriously we cannot be compared. The way they talk and interact, present themselves etc..... I still got a long long long long way to go. =S Alright! That will be my aim! Haha. To be like them! =) Anyway, do you know their school fees is even higher than my salary?!?! Yup! It's a rich kids school. So come to think of it, the teachers there definitely have to be of a certain standard to meet the high expectations of the parents. Not easy! Hahaha. So we left the place at about 730pm and walked over to PS. Shopped around till the stores were closing then train-ed home. =D Okay! I got to go give Jiaqi a call now. That girl still can't decide whether she wants to jog/blade at ECP tomorrow anot. We are going East Coast Park to support Diya who will be there selling Po Luo Bao as a challenge for some variety show. Do go down and support her too if you're free okay? 11am-2pm @ ECP HK Cafe! Nights! Friday, October 26, 2007
Tonight - FM StaticI remember the times we spent together All those drives, we had a million questions All about our lives And when we got to New York everything felt right I wish you were here with me, Tonight I remember the days we spent together, were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming Except we always woke up, Never thought not having you here now Would hurt so much Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you I can just look up And know the stars are Holding you, holding you, holding you Tonight I remember the time you told me About when you were eight And all those things you said that night That just couldn't wait I remember the car you were last seen in And the games we would play All the times we spilled our coffees And stayed out way too late I remember the time you sat and told me About your Jesus, and how not to look back Even if no one believes us When it hurts so bad, sometimes Not having you here Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss youI can just look up And know the stars are Holding you, holding you, holding you Tonight I say Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you I can just look up And know the stars are Holding you, holding you, holding you Tonight I'm in love with this song. =) I see a reflection. Wednesday, October 24, 2007
P-Plate NO MORE as of 23rd October 2007! =D Monday, October 22, 2007
Productive Holiday! *Smile*Managed to tidy up my study table which I've been longing to do so for quite some time. LOL. Before! Hahaha. Yeah I know it is very messy! It's a sore to the eyes. Seriously! -_-  After! Woohoooooo! Clean and tidy! =D  I got a small surprise from Meiyun just now. Haha. She called and asked me to meet her under my block because she bought me........................... Donut Factory! Just as I was craving so much for it. I feel the love!!!! Hugs! =P   Oh yah! We finally bought Jay Chou's Concert tickets. Thanks to jiaqi who went down to sistic counter personally just to get it. Kind of disappointed because it is not the best of seats but alright be contented that at least we managed to get the tickets. The whole procedure of trying to get the tickets seriously wasn't easy okay!!! Haha. Anyway, I lost my thumb drive!! *Sigh* How careless can I be? =( I've been sitting in front of the computer since 9am trying to book tickets for Jay Chou's concert but the website just kept hanging!!! It's so frustrating!!! And when I finally get into the page, I'm only able to get seats that are soooooo far behind! I don't want! *cries* Sunday, October 21, 2007
  Hellooo!!! I believe you'll see this. Hope you like it. Hahaha. =) . It's your twenty-second year and days just seem so fast. You passed some roads, you faced your fears and did some things you must. . Your smile inspires a lot of people your voice have touched many hearts. Your eyes say things no one can tell they speak what's in your heart. . As you go on through your way... in life's utmost quest. May you reach your dreams someday as you strive to do your best. . So close your eyes for a moment then take a breath so deep. And say your silent wish and prayer a treasure you must keep. . I wish your dreams would all come true and joy may come your way. I wish what is the best for you happiness in every way. . Lots of love, Manda. =D Saturday, October 20, 2007
K2 Graduation/Year-End Concert @ Salvation Army!My kids dance was OKAY! Not as good as the previous rehearsal but not that bad either. =) After so much of practicing, at least it ended off well. I think my kids definitely deserve some rewards so most prob I'll go buy some things for my children and pass it to them when school resumes on Tuesday. =D My kids. =)     The 20's Club.     Took over the car from my mum at about 4pm and together with Meiyun and Joey we went opposite nafa to eat. After which, we all agreed on blading at East Coast Park. Woohoooo Best! I like! Even though my feet hurts alot just after an hour. =) Oh and Meiyun can now blade by herself. Seriously she deserve the "Improvement Award!" Compared to the previous time, she is sooooooooooooooooo much better. Although she still suffered some falls but who won't fall in the beginning right?   Overall.... A very long but memorable and an enjoyable day. =D *Clap Clap Clap* Tired and still coughing*alot*. Alright I'm going to bed soon. Got to return a call to Jiaqi first. Important! LOL. Good night! Hiden emotions. I am very disappointed in you. It is so upsetting that tears filled my eyes. .................. Wednesday, October 17, 2007
S-Pop Concert last night was a blast! =)I'm so glad I went for it even though it means sacrificing my beauty sleep. Haha It was a 4 hours concert which was dragged till after 1am and the biggest motivation I stayed there throughout was because of JJ Lin. Gosh~ He's really talented and he has this mesmerizing smile that can "kill." Wahahaha. Nathaniel performed an item with Jeremy, Jeff and Feihui Laoshi. *thumbs up* I like the whole feeling of them performing together. Nice! Oh and I got to say, Kelly Poon's performance last night was really touching! I'm impressed! =) Yup! All in all, Yesterday 是 High 的 lor! Hahaha. Anyway, I'm really proud of my morning session kids today. They performed relatively well during the dance rehearsal and I believe everyone can see that there's an improvement. At least it shows that my shouting and their hardwork for this week kind of paid off in a way... *Big wide smile* Hopefully they continue to improve for the next 2 days and then put up a shocking performance on saturday. I believe they are able to do it. *Have Faith* =) Went rivervale plaza after school to collect the photos I sent for developing yesterday. After which I walked back to my SK house and I tell you, the weather was a total killer! It was blazing hot and I was perspiring like nobody's business. Thank God Nathaniel and I were smsing since school ended and it seriously made the whole journey home seems faster and not so lonely. Hahaha. =P Somethings are just so pleasant to the ears. I'm motivated! =) Love all! -Manda Monday, October 15, 2007
I'm not an actorI'm not a star and I dont even have my own car but I'm hoping so much you'll stay that you will love me anyway. And any time you feel the pain, hey, Jude, refrain Don't carry the world upon your shoulders Well don't you know that its a fool who plays it cool By making his world a little colder Terrible. =( I've been coughing non-stop. .Hanging aimlessly. Will you turn and look in my direction? 到底该不该哭泣 何时该前进何时该放弃 想太多是我还想你 Sunday, October 14, 2007
SENTOSA. =)       Burnt. Saturday, October 13, 2007
I was left there doubting myself and everything I had believed in, and wondering if I could go on. But it’s only when you fall do you learn to pick yourself up and find strength in places you never thought you’d be able to find it. It’s only when you’ve been hurt like you’ve never hurt before that you learn how to protect yourself and not get hurt like that again...Moving on.... Finally a break. I've been so busy working on my practicum file this whole week that I had hardly any sleep, stayed up for 2 nights just trying to complete my assignment and after that go straight to work. It was terrible, I was practically dragging a dead corpse out of the house. Promise! No more last minute work again! =/ We had our concert rehearsal at the Salvation Army yesterday and it was BAD! BAD BAD!. Not that I'm exaggerating but my kids dance was extremely messing. It wasn't really pleasant to the eyes. Sigh~ I'm really losing faith in them. It seems like there's no improvement, just maybe one or two or maybe three or four. But then again, I believe they are capable of better things. How Contradicting... Everyone said they need to practice more but the problem is they are already practicing more than any other classes! -_-''' That's not all, the children were really misbehaving and making tons of noise. Sometimes I wonder do they have rebounded ears? Because people usually say that "it seems like when we scold them, the things just goes in and out" but for my kids case, I doubt it even went in.... Not really in the mood to think about the concert but then again thinking if they were to dance like this on the actual day which is next saturday, it's going to be really sad. Sigh~ Alright, moving on again.... During the night, had scissors rice for dinner with Joey, Meiyun and Eveline. Lots of laugh in the car on the way there and during dinner. Totally hilarious. But at times there were some "cold" moments too. LOL. Thanks to Joey! After which, we made our way to serene centre and indulge ourselves in a tub of mouth-watering nutella ice cream!! This place is highly recommended! A good place to chill. Hahaha. I'm so going back there soon. *Smile*      I got to go get ready now. Meeting Lynn at compasspoint to get ingredients for baking later! Want some cookies? LOL. Byebye! It's raining, I'm sick and I miss you. Thursday, October 11, 2007
I've been neglecting my blog - which isn't good.Jaded. What can be more petrifying than finding something more than just special and fearing it’s too good to be true when it’s suppose to be a good thing? And I have to remind myself that despite the many casualties of love that love is worth fighting for and love... Yes, love is all you need. Learning to trust in the unknown. Sunday, October 07, 2007
Woohoo... My brother called home just now and said the date that he's coming back is tentatively set on the 8th of Nov!That's in exactly one month's time! *Jumps up and down* Haha. This also means that I can start counting down to my Hongkong trip! Yippie!!! =D Friendship is like pee in your pants. Everyone can see it’s there, but only you can feel the true warmth. . HAHAHA. . Looks like I’ve got quality pee. -Wink- ;) Saturday, October 06, 2007
I'm currently suffering from a massive headache and blocked nose and sore throat and I feel like crap.I haven't been doing much work for my practicum file this week. *slaps hand on forehead* At least not as much as I think I should, maybe I’m sick and a bit burnt out but hopefully I will get my pace going again soon. Gosh! I'm only left with two and a half days. The girls are meeting for movie and supper later but I think I have to give it a miss. Doubt my mum will allow me to step out of the house with my current condition. =] Alright. I'm off to watch soccer now. Ciaoz! That’s how much I love you That’s how much I need you And I can’t stand ya Must everything you do make me wanna smile Can I not like it for awhile No.. Where are you.....? I'm so glad the weekends are here. It's a relieve, SERIOUSLY! Yesterday my morning class gave Laoshi and I HELL! We were literally NON-STOP TALKING! My laoshi sort of gave up on scolding them because she said it's pointless. =] Imagine the kids talking and laughing, playing in the class etc. It was totally chaotic! I took over the class once Laoshi was done with her distributing of assignments and I immediately displayed my discontentment to them. I scolded them quite badly for the way they behaved. Yup! They kept quiet. But when I turned my back to get something... Voices and laughters can once again be heard! And it just goes on and on. They will start chit chatting right in front of you again.. It gets very frustrating you know! Arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! Anyway, I'm addicted to this book introduced to me by Joey. It's really good!!! I think it is a very popular book too. It's seems like lots of people know about it or have already read it. =) It's a 40-day spiritual journey that will allow you to find your answer on the purpose you're on Earth.  One chapter a day and lots of thinking to do. Nice! =) Alright. I'm at chapter 4 now. Going to read the book then I'm off to bed. It's 4.55am! Good Night! I know I'm expecting too much. Will you ever know? It hurts. ='(
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