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About Me
2nd August 1987 Leo Roman Catholic My loves God, family, bestfriends, my pooch badminton, boonsak, movies, sleeping peace and serenity, rainbow, clouds music, beach, cooking&eating hugs, cam-whoring, starbucks sleepover, girls talk, star gazing manchester united, tanning, just chilling! =) I am a blessed soul. Showered by unconditional love from my parents, my friends & the Almighty One. I am a happy girl. There's nothing else i could have asked for in life... Happiness is free!
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Friday, March 30, 2007
was on the phone with jiaqi till 4am this morning, reminiscing about our time in tpss.especially those badminton moments. =) the amount of tears that everyone shed, the cheers, the tournament mood, our hatred for frog jump, jiaqi's dislike for skipping and mine for long distance running etc... seriously i really really miss secondary soooo sooo much! how i wish there's a time machine to go back time. i realised i didn't treasure those moments as much as i should and now i'm regretting!! =[ alright. here's some pics of the past! =) east zone glory!   it's quite surprising how tkgs and tpss girls are that close! =) the support we gave to each other during the tourny was goooood!   nationals glory!   everyone's mouth is open! lol!  last training.    Thursday, March 29, 2007
it's totally unexpected. =)i accompanied jiaqi to satisfy her urge but in the end i got a very pleasant surprise and jq said it's even better then hers. which i totally agree!! lol! 0.o  then after that went to play badminton at geylang west cc with the uncles. omg please! my netting sucks!! and my service for the first 2 matches was atrocious!! =( anyway, thurs night badminton is going to be a fix thing. woohoo. i'm soo glad! haha. i seriously need more training to gain back my stamina!!!!!!!!!!!! headed down to simpang bedok for late dinner. prata is fattening and my workout seems kinda useless. hoho. =P alot of people seems to be sick. think it's due to the weather. so everyone please take good care of yourself especially the tiny one. but i doubt she's ever gonna see this. wahahaha. =D alright gonna go wait for jiaqi to call me. hopefully it's p-day tomorrow night! love all! Tuesday, March 27, 2007
i'm craving for oyster omelette and durian!!!!! =Pi'm totally bored to death now! there's nothing much to do at home. but if i were to leave the house it will mean spending of money. and since i'm currently kinda broke, i've no other choice! sigh~ i seriously can't wait to get back to school but with my particum still hanging in mid air, it will take a few more months before i get all pack with school assignments again. arghz! tell me what to do!!!! it seems that i'm not really motivated to do anything at all. i mean i don't really bother about how's life gonna be in the future as much as before already. i'm just living by a day by day basis and if somehow life gotta end, i'm more than willing to because i think i'm seriously wasting my time on earth living an aimless life. bro's coming back soon and i bet he's gonna be like everybody else nagging me to find a job. boohoo! alright think i'll just go lie on my bed and listen to some music. hopefully i'll fall asleep and enter a magical dreamland. =P Monday, March 26, 2007
had a pretty long day today. =]went to play badminton with jiaqi in the morning. after which went to bathe then headed to tm to grab a bite. oh and i got my myself a new converse shoe. wahaha. =) cabbed down to paradize centre for kbox. haha. 4 hours of non-stop singing. throat kinda hurts now. =[ "ru guo you yi tian. wo men zai jian mian........" =D walked to cathay after that just to find that they don't serve much food there. so headed to ps and got ourselves attracted to 'the manhattan fish market.' ordered a platter for 2 to share.   it's was really filling hence the look on our faces.   this deco on the wall attracted us. it says knotical weather guide, which we find it rather lame but cute too. =)  so happen that jq's mum was at ps too. so went to find her then accompanied her to have her dinner at this taiwan beef noodle cafe near bugis. while she was eating, both of us started cam-whoring. =)     after which jq's mum went bedok to get something from her friend and then send me home. and now here i am blogging and feeling soooo sooo bored at the same time. =) most prob staying home to rot tomorrow. broke! alright. gonna go do some surfing now. byebye! =) Sunday, March 25, 2007
dine at amk hub's newyorknewyork with mum, sis and aunt christine.the mushroom and bacon spagetti i ordered was really good. oh and they served free candy floss. =D  badminton and kbox with jiaqi tomorrow. =D watching twins effect on tv now. edison is sooooo shuai! =P alright gtg. nitez! where did my ashaway tshirt go to?!!!! suddenly it seems to have disappeared into thin air. no where to be found in both houses. arghx! you know how much this shirt means to me?? it contains so much memories. 5 years worth of sweat in exchange for this one shirt! all the moments seems to be written on it with invisible ink. looking at it just makes me think back about those times. it may look soooooo simple and also worth nothing to anyone else but it means sooooo much to me! tell me where in the world is it man!!!! =( another test! Colorgenics. my results: At this time you are feeling 'uptight' and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation; but perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been 'hard done by' and treated with a complete lack of consideration. Maybe you have, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. Your are, however, sufficiently competent to turn that situation around - you have overcome similar problems in the past, and really this one isn't too different. You enjoy taking part in anything that may constitute fun and excitement. You need to be stimulated and need to feel that 'Life is worth living' and you are awaiting that stimulation and you don't particularly care where it comes from! You are a dreamer and you seek perfection in any relationship that you may establish. Some of your ideas and standards are over the top so it may be a good idea to review your perception of life and accept people for what they are - not for what you would like them to be. Your willpower and stamina are in danger of being overwhelmed by excessive stress. Your resilience and tenacity have become weakened. You are feeling overtaxed, worn out and getting nowhere: but you continue to stand your ground. You feel that this unfavourable situation is an encumbrance which you could well do without and you find yourself unable to make the necessary decisions at this particular moment in time to change anything. The tensions and stresses that you have experienced of late have been the result of trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond your capabilities. You feel completely inadequate to cope with the situation and you would like nothing better to escape from it all and to be able to relax in a problem and pressure free environment where you can do your thing. i seriously think that every word said in this test is soooo DAMN TRUE!! 0.o try it! http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm Saturday, March 24, 2007
 * Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. * You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. * You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself. * * seriously my drawing kinda sucks! haha. it's not easy okay. overall some points are quite true. =) go try it. quite an interesting test. have fun! lol. love all! * Friday, March 23, 2007
went town with jiaqi today.did some minor shopping. haha. =) anyway i'm currently in love with 2 stores. both of which sell almost the same stuff. (scrapbook-making supplies.) know the pleasure of handmade items! well~ this is an expensive hobby. lol. but i don't mind. =D so if you have the time head down to: Wheelock Place - Laine's Papeterie. or Plaza Singapura - Made with love. maybe you'll just fall for it just like me! =) jiaqi and me went down to both places to check things out and bought a couple of things. guess both of us will now head down to this 2 stores more often then you can imagine. haha. =D after which train to city hall. walked to prints at citylink to buy some stuff too. decided to dine at newyorknewyork. first time there. food was not bad. shared with jq fried mars for dessert which wasn't as good as those from the xxxxxxx store. forget the name of it. haha. wanted to queue for donuts at first but soon decided against it bcos both of us was broke! so train back to sk, took the car then drove jq home and picked the dog up too. laughed soooo much while walking home from the train station. can cry please! "BAO BERRRRRRR!" lame! but really funny! =P cliques chalet has been cancelled due to full booking on weekends. so no choice. =( alright, that's about it. gonna go surf the net now. oh ya! i suddenly have the urge to start reading again. haha. any good books to recommend? nitez! Thursday, March 22, 2007
it's been a busy busy week with a number of ups and downs.but everything will be fine. =) just got back home awhile ago. played badminton with jiaqi, her uncle and some other uncles at geylang west cc. great feeling! haha. i can still play more! looking forward to some upcoming chalets/bbq. =) alright, think i'm going to find some food to fill my stomach. haha. nitez! Saturday, March 17, 2007
amanda here can never be happier! =Di had a great day. it's like a dream. everything is back in place. i love every minute of it. =) woohooooooo!!!! Friday, March 16, 2007
did i just smile to myself?goodnight. =) Thursday, March 15, 2007
edelweisspark.tanning.cam-whoring.girlstalk.breadtalk.ruffles.steambath *  *  * i love my babes! * * tired! case number 1: suddenly i'm just so pissed with myself. seriously why does it seems that at some point of time i'm letting you control my life. is it just a habit or i just can't let go? some times it just affects me -------- this much. what am i really thinking? i really hate the feeling but there's nothing i can do. i just can't stop myself. sheesh~ amanda where's the confidence?!?! sensitivity! arghx~ fcuk off! case number 2: what am i suppose to do? i'm not really keen in sharing my thoughts with anyone. or maybe i myself don't even know what's running through my mind. am i just use to it or am i really missing it? but something for sure. NOW! i'm missing it! (alot!) i don't know why but as i'm typing this. tears just filled my eyes. i'm feeling so lost and so depressed for god knows what reason. maybe crying is the best remedy. life is sometimes just so fuck up! i'm waiting for you and U. i need a hug. =( congrats to you. today marks the end of s-days. it's time to enjoy! <3 Wednesday, March 14, 2007
games.phototaking.chatting.seabreeze.mochafrapp.newfriends.singing.bigpimple.nathanieltankernbai ***  yesterday was a great day spent with jiaqi and natalie! meet at around 3pm and we travelled down to marina square. went kboxing and ahha we got an hour free because their bad service wasted 15mins of our time so we complained and got a compensation. =) the fact that we're paying sooo much.. every minute is precious okay!! so yup. 5 hours of non-stop singing! shiok ah! cam-whore in the room and lots of hilarious moments. teddy bear made both of us laugh so much that tears filled my eyes, stomach cramp and half the song wasted! lol. =D went xin wang hk cafe to have late dinner. the food is not that bad but i still prefer the original hk cafe at upper east coast road. can't decide on what to do after that. in the end 3 mad girls did the unbelievable!!!!! the time was 11pm when we decided to walk back to tampines from marina square!! from ms to suntec to ECP!!! yup we actually walked the expressway!! wahaha. on and on we go. up the bridge, uneven high grass pathways and emergency lane. without fail we got stares from most passing vehicles. but who cares! haha! 2 police cars drove passed us and didn't bother to stop. omg don't they care about their fellow citizens. maybe it just so happened that we're penniless and had no choice but to walk home!! so nvm. continue walking and finally we reached katong!!!! but three of us just can't see ourselves making it home by 2am. in the end, hands out!! flag! flag! flag! and on came a taxi whose hazard lights brighten our night! (bcos it means it is stopping!) so home sweet home at 115am! overall! almost 7km of the distance home was covered by our own footsteps! gosh! can you feel the achievement? haha. or maybe it's just plain dumb. but well~ i enjoyed it!!! love you girls soooo much! muackz! maybe we'll do it again someday. hahaha.       so yup. that's about it. going to meet jiaqi now. heading to ecp for nathaniel's gathering. *big smile* =D Tuesday, March 13, 2007
i'm aching all over now.played badminton with jiaqi yesterday for 3 hours. it felt really good but seriously my stamina sucks! but nvm. more badminton to come! =P went to catch "just follow law" after that. fann wong was so unglam. there were lots of funny moment but at some point the movie kinda exaggerated a little. oh and the animated effects cannot make it!!!! still it's worth watching since it's a local production. support it. =) nat came to meet us after our show. went to get some food before catching "the pursuit of happyness." i thought the show was alittle bit drag on after some time. but no doubt will smith's acting is flawless. he really sold the role and you could feel throughout the film what he was feeling. as for will's son, he is really adorable and did a fantastic job! overall, i think this is a great film to give hope and inspiration to everyone that is not where they want to be in their lives. =) wanted to chill at starbucks after the movie but it was closed. so the girls came over to my place. chatted till around 2am after which they went home. gotta go get change now. meeting the girls for kbox at town. woohooo~ i love singing! wahahaha. till then, ciaoz! Friday, March 09, 2007
i'm officially jobless!due to cny visitings i wasn't able to work for almost a month. now i will not have the chance to go back there anymore. =( they have suddenly close down. it's h-i-s-t-o-r-y! well` it's kinda sad because the people i was working with are all really nice. the laughters, gossips, supper, barley water, ubin tshirt and every other things that are memorable (except for ah ma's nagging) will all be miss! oh ya! and the one thing i'll miss the most is being able to spend sooo much time with meiyun and eveline! working with you girls rocks! went ponggol park for dinner with mum and sis. decided to take off the radar thingy from cupcake because it will definitely attract lots of attention. haha. so yup the moment the thing was off her, she started running around the house. this shows how much she hates it. =) but now that we're home. haha it is back on her again. =P depression state. no work = no extra income.  nitez all! chatted with jq on the phone till about 4am this morning. it's like starting to be a daily affair. hoho. =) i can't wait for kbox session with the girlfriends. there's like sooo many songs in my mind right now. monday maybe? *** anyway, here's a picture of how cupcake looks like now for those who wanna know. =) ***  *** alright, going out to get lunch for the sister and myself now. till then, bye! Thursday, March 08, 2007
girlfriends are having their holidays now.and here i am being locked up at home with the dog for almost a week. gonna break free next week and it's party time! oops! but i'm broke to the m.x.m please. puppy's doctor fee cost me a bomb! so money money drop from the sky!!! =) anyway, don't exactly know what's running through my damn mind now. psm-ing maybe. give me a break. fcuk it! sleep is seriously all i need right now! my pooch just didn't want to sleep last night and i had to keep myself awake just to make sure that she was alright. and that girl just wanna urine on my bed at 4am in the morning. =( but i'm so glad she's feeling soooooo sooooo much better now. i guess the only thing that's irritating her is the radar lookalike. it's so big that she's always hitting into things around her. =) haha. man utd is in to the next round of champions leauge. =) please win more silverwares this season! gonna have lunch now. love all! Wednesday, March 07, 2007
went jalan kayu to eat famous roti prata for dinner.it's not as fantastic as expected. so yeah. lol. erm.. but i felt the satay was goood! =) picked cupcake up from the clinic. and it pains me sooo much to see her in that state. she was like gosh~ i miss my hyperactive pooch! tried feeding her but she wasn't interested a single bit! and worst of all, she urinated in mum's car. =P but well~ we understand! she got hardly any energy to stand. guess her anaesthetic is still active. yup. she is currently sleeping on her bed and hopefully things will get better tomorrow. that radar lookalike thingy gotta stay around her head for 2 weeks. poor girl. =(  alright mum is urging me to go to bed with the dog! diaoz i know. but no choice! so bye everyone! i confess... it was hard trying to hold back my tears.. =.( currently alone at home. dog's been sent to the clinic this morning. and apparently she seem to have realised that something was going to happen today since last night. haha. she must have felt really insecure when i fed her 3 times yesterday and the last was at 1130pm. so after eating she just followed me every way i go and the best part was that she didn't want to sleep on her own bed which was kinda unusual. i tried a few times carrying her to her own bed but in the end she still jumped onto mine. so fine! i gave in. =) and as for today, that girl just wants to sit on my lap! even in the car. yup she's scared. haha. reached the clinic and she just started barking at the sight of soo many other dogs. the vet says she a healthy slim and pretty girl. so no worries! =) erm.. it's another 5 more hours before we can go pick her up. in order to make peace with her later, i bought cookies for her from US doggies bakery!!! =P freshly bake everyday!  anyway, i miss my pooch!   everyone is stress over practicum! no one has found a job. how! arghz! it's such a burden and i seriously can't wait to get it off my mind. shoo get lost! =) Tuesday, March 06, 2007
 mum queued up for an hour plus just to buy it. donut factory best! I FEEL SO FAT!! it makes me sad. =( (oh wow. it rhymes. hah.) come on. where's my determination??? arghx! erm.. as you can see i've change my blogskin to a pretty simple one. i'm sick and tired of the previous skin. so i'll just make do with this for the time being. well~ simplicity is nice too. =) it's raining heavily outside now. and woohoo. i love cold weathers!! *big smile* =D bathing my dog is seriously a tiring task. the amount of sweat i perspired out was as though i went down for a jog. anyway, cupcake is going for sterilization tomorrow and hopefully she don't hates me after that. hoho. i'm worried and it will definitely pains me to see her go through this unnecessary operation. moreover i got to leave her at the clinic for half the day, my heart is gonna feel so unsettle. what is she doing? how is she feeling? blah blah blah...... SIGH` as everyone can see. i'm like so attached to her now which i know is soooooooooo bad! andrew says it's too much and i agree. it's like when ever i'm out and the dog is left home alone. i will never be able to concentrate cos i'll be thinking of her so much so that i hope to go home asap. bleah... but there's nothing much i can do right? just hope that as time goes by, i'll be able to get use to it. =) oh ya~ i'm also worried that i can't find a job. gosh it's been weeks please. it seems that classified has not much options. what to DO? but at the same time, i'm enjoying this so called holiday of mine. lol. seriously i'm still thinking if i'm suited for this job. haha. so tempted to play badminton now. diet! determination! diet! determination! i believe i can do it one day. muahahaha! have faith man!!! gtg~ ciaoz!  it's 2.20am. and i'm still on the phone with you know who. but why am i torturing myself?!?!? i should just go and sleep. jiaqi's singing sucks! lol. non-stop reminisce about her love for pokemon. pikachu-ing!! "how are you today?" "who's this?" all the shitty nonsense! ARGHX!!! SHUT UP! Monday, March 05, 2007
life is such a bitch now.damn! spent the whole day stoning at home. time is precious right? but it seems like i'm wasting every minute of it. wth! anyway, i like the background song playing in my blog. good bye. Sunday, March 04, 2007
went for my last cny visiting yesterday at aunty cathy's house.didn't do much just had my lunch and off i go to hwa chong institution to meet jiaqi. their talentime performance was BORING!! expected a way better competition since their range of judges were goooood! example. Anthony Png. =) so due to the fact that diya was their guest performer. we tolerated!!! till it's time for her to perform! if not for her, we would have left loooong time agooooooo! =P so yup her appearence bought up the atmosphere and it was great. hoho. send jiaqi home after that and i must say!!!! it's not a good thing to drive when going performances with her!!!! SHE'S RUINING MY LIFE!!!! ARGHX! yup and again. i miss the turning to her place and it's hi-bye airport. LOL. so after which i headed home to rest. then mum called and asked me to go fetch her home bcos she's finishing her mahjong session. and i was TRICKED into that. arghx. reached there and expected to leave real soon. in the end. they decided to play another round!!!!!!!!! so i ended up stoning there till 530am! wth! currently at home rotting. going out soon to get dinner and fetch my dog over to sk. sigh~ I'M SO BORED! oh ya! there's lots of movies i wanna watch!!!! ciaoz!
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