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2nd August 1987 Leo Roman Catholic My loves God, family, bestfriends, my pooch badminton, boonsak, movies, sleeping peace and serenity, rainbow, clouds music, beach, cooking&eating hugs, cam-whoring, starbucks sleepover, girls talk, star gazing manchester united, tanning, just chilling! =) I am a blessed soul. Showered by unconditional love from my parents, my friends & the Almighty One. I am a happy girl. There's nothing else i could have asked for in life... Happiness is free!
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Monday, March 30, 2009
Damn! I'm falling sick AGAIN!My nose is like a running tap now and my throat hurts badly. The weather is sickening. One minute it's raining, the next minute it's blazing hot! My kids are falling ill one by one and now the teacher too! -_- Anyway for the past one hour or so, I've been chatting with Adrian online. Weird! How a simple conversation about rackets, can slowly link to so many things. "....seriously ah..have u ever hated me for the way we broke off last time?" "....coz sometimes when i think of the past.. i feel that i kind of handled the problem back then in a wrong way, maybe coz i was still very young always wanted to ask you but din have the courage." "ya. i admit u are a gd gf" =D "that relationship really left me with a lot of gd memories" WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA~~!! I can't stop laughing. It was a good chat. Well~ At least I know I've gotten back a friend. On and on the conversation when and it leads on to C. LOL. How interesting can it get? Off to sleep now. Hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow. Last 2 espisode of BBF. I've decided to control till Thursday and watch 2 episodes at one shot! =) Sweet Dreams! "Don't worry! Although we used to see each other in school everyday but we started chatting online first also what?" Very encouraging! LOL. =P Sunday, March 29, 2009
 370 words out of my 1000! My aim was to complete my assignment by 9pm. It's 8.40pm now and I'm not even half done! So dead! I'm stuck, I have no idea what else to write. Most importantly, I'm losing my concentration! Yawnz~ Thursday, March 26, 2009
I've been eating way TOO MUCH chocolates.I just finished up the whole box of chocolate that Godma gave me on Monday. Now I look and feel like a ball! =( Not only that, my mum bought home durians for the second time this week. My self control has totally gone haywire!! I'm eating like there's no tomorrow. Argh~! I got to S-T-O-P!! >o I have an assignment due on Monday but I have yet to start doing any read up on it! I'm so dead!! It's a 1000 words essay which I have totally no idea what to write. Then I have an exam coming up which is going to be totally screwed because the lecturer's lesson is damn boring, it makes me sleepy and I tend to drift away and do my own self entertainment. In short, I haven't been paying attention! -_- Anyway, the lecturer said no one has retaken the papers before but seriously I think I'll break that record. I suck at theory exams! What makes it worst is when I'm totally not interested in the module! Nothing goes into my head! I hate books, I hate exams, I hate school! Provided I can or someone can brainwash me to change my mindset... I'm going to whine and curse about school till next February so please bear with it. >.< I'm going to bed now. Tomorrow will be a great day, I hope! Good Night! Nothing have change, Feelings still the same, I'm still where I am, waiting.............. Sunday, March 22, 2009
OMG! In another few hours time, it's the end of my March holidays! Argh!On the last day of my much enjoyable holiday, I met up with Meiyun and Eveline for tanning at Sentosa. =) Picked them up and we headed over to Vivocity for breakfast. Great way to start a day although I was half dead after only having 4 hours of sleep. -_- Did some retail therapy which totally lifted me up to heaven. LOL. I'm sooooo in love with the new buy! =) Weather was on our side. Thank God! Stayed under the sun for 2 hours and now my back is burnt! Left Siloso at about 4pm to take the skyride and luge. I love the ride! I can go on and on. It's that fun! I think it is way better than Excape Theme Park's Go-Cart! Bathe then drove to East Coast Park and had dinner at Old Town White Coffee. Bloody hell! This old uncle snatched my carpark lot when I was about to reverse into it. He just drove in and parked! I was damn pissed but I didn't go down to confront him, just kept on #$%f^&*()_ in the car. He didn't even dare look at me after getting off his car. Stupid man! Lucky I managed to get a carpark lot soon after. Right beside him somemore! @#$%^&*() After dinner, we walked over to Carl's Junior to satisfy my craving for their beef chilli fries. Sinful to the max! Sent the girls home and came back almost a goner. I'm extremely tired! Just completed my lesson plan, now I'm going to read 8days for a while then I'm off to sleep. =) We took a total of 198 pictures! P-O-W-E-R!  Me: "Mummy.. Do you like your job?" Mum: "I love my job but I don't like my boss!" Me: "At least, you're doing something you enjoy.........." There goes my one week of much wanted life! =( Happy 1st Anniversary for my Baptism! Saturday, March 21, 2009
Yeah! I managed to wake up on time this morning! =)Miss Tan and Piglet were so shocked to see me. LOL. The moment I walked into the hall, they went: "WOAH! WOAH! WOAH! Amanda you actually manage to wake up?! Must go and buy 4D already!" =P So anyway as I've said, my arm is kind of strained so I had a pretty hard time hitting after awhile. It was so bad I had to call for a break. Not only that, the hall's air ventilation was terrible! I was on the verge of blacking out, my vision started to become blur and yellowish. Tsktsk! Never had I once had such experience during badminton. My dearest coach helped me to massage my weak arm and felt my fats. Gosh she was really pressing it and I was in pain la!!! I got to rest my arm for now, one day to be exact because there's training on Monday. =) Hopefully one day makes a difference. Came home and totally zonked out till dinner time. Got to wake up early again tomorrow. It's Sentosa with Meiyun and Eve!! Tanning, picnic and Luge! I'm going to enjoy myself to the ultimum MAXIMUM since it's the last day of my much enjoyable March holidays. *Sigh* Not done with my school work yet but heck, can't be bothered! Wait till I find that mood to sit down and brainstorm! For now, I'm going to watch soccer! La gon! =D Alright I'm bored so I took this quiz from someone's blog and I'm going to do it here. =) A- Azizah B- Boonsak! C- Clair D- Diya E- Eveline F- Fleury Ryan G- Guowei H- Huiwen I- Iain J- Jiaqi K- Kern Bai L- Lance M- Meiyun N- Natalie O- Ong Teck Wee P- Peiyan Q- Quek Hui Bin R- Rebecca S- Sally T- Triyachart C U- - V- Volalak W- Wei Qiang X- Xiaowei Y- Yang Jiaying Z- Zhi Yuan 2) Can R and S be together in BGR? [Rebecca & Sally] - No way! S is old enough to be R's mother! 3) How is L related to you? [Lance] - My beloved brother. =D 4)Does Y know Z? [Yang Jiaying & Zhiyuan] - No! Not at all. 5)If C betrays you will you kill him/her? [Clair] - Most likely! LOL. 6)If K steals your boyfriend, what will you do? [Kern Bai] - I'll be so shocked to find out K's gay that I won't do anything! Hahaha. 7) What if B tells you he/she have a crush on you? [Boonsak!] - OMG! I'll be the happiest woman on Earth for that moment. 8) Will you and M get into a fight? [Meiyun] - So far, I don't recall any incident of us fighting. We're nice people. =) 9) Who does V have a crush on? [Volalak] - Lee Yong Dae! LOL. 10) If N calls you a bitch what will you do? [Natalie] - I'll just hope she's kidding. 11) What's the relationship between you and E? [Eveline] - BFF 12) Who does O like? [Ong Teck Wee] - His current gf! 13) Who is I's best friend [Iain] - I don't know any of his friends at all. 14) What colour does X like? [Xiaowei] - PURPLE!!!! 15) Where does F live? [Fleury Ryan] - Serangoon 16) Did you and C had a fight before? [Clair] - Nope! 17) Who is H's best friend? [Huiwen] - Erm... Yang Jiaying.?! 18) What can you say about T? [Triyachart C] - He got me hypnotized. =S 19) What if J tells you he/she has a crush on you? [Jiaqi] - I'm sure she loves me. Right? =D 20) How important is W to you? [Weiqiang] - Good friend. =) Done! Now I shall go sleep! Good night! Friday, March 20, 2009
I played 3 hours worth of badminton matches during training today.Definitely draining yet very satisfying. =) My arm is currently semi paralyzed. It feels like it's being strained since 2 days back. Miss Tan said I have weak arms! =/ Maybe I should start carrying weights.... It's been badminton, badminton and more badminton this week. I'm totally enjoying myself. It feels so good to be working out. 9am again tomorrow at Coral, hopefully I'll be able to wake up on time. =) Actually I hope to play with my cousin on a regular basis again. I think I benefit and improve more when I'm training one on one. But too bad, that guy is too busy with work on weekdays so yeah, we're now looking into weekends and hopefully things work out. But not easy to book courts know.... We'll wait and see. Imagine helping Miss Tan on 1, 3 and 5. Then if Miss Tan successfully opens her youth club, I'll train on Saturday morning and in the afternoon I'll play with my cousin. Woah! Cool man! I like that. Yes I'm training as though I'm going for some championship. Haha. Maybe in time to come. LOL. My cousin smsed me just now and said: "You must train hard." I will. Definitely. =) My aim is to train till I'm good enough. =S With that, I'll probably have to train for the rest of my life. LOL. “Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines, sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.” - Mark Twain Thursday, March 19, 2009
My whole body is aching terribly.I'm having difficulty standing up and sitting down. Bet it's due to yesterday's running. When was the last time I did sprinting man? =/ I played like shit yesterday. My stomach was burning inside, after I had my ultimate spicy noodle for lunch. I guess yesterday's experience was the worst and I told myself I'm never going to eat such spicy food before training again!! Seriously! Didn't wake up on time for training this morning. 5 alarms and I didn't hear any of it. Madness! I want to play badminton la even though I'll definitely have difficulty moving in court. Currently home alone. I love having the whole house to myself. I can sing out loud and no one cares. LOL. For the past few hours, I've been doing recap on my korean drama. LOL. JunPyo and EeJung! =D I'm so free yet I'm very lazy to start on my assignment. The thought of it spoils the mood of the school holiday. I want to be carefree, I want to enjoy! Sad. It's already Thursday, 3 more days and there goes freedom! I hate school! Is it possible to just live life doing things you like every day? I mean I love badminton, I love singing... Can I just do this both every single day and still earn money? I'm really just living my life day by day with no direction. Argh! Sucks! Everyday, I'm just going into school just to count down to that 7 and a half hours. I'll just look forward to badminton after school. That's my motivation to complete whatever work I have in hand fast. I hate it when I start thinking about my life. I envy those people who are enjoying their work and living their life to the fullest. Are you one of them? Life is short, we have to live life to the fullest but how many of us are actually doing so? We are always doing things because we have to, how things should be and not what we want. So sucks right? Whatever! Bye. Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Well~ As expected, I couldn't wake up on time to go watch the tourny and I even woke up late for training! =]And for once I hate rainy day! I took one hour to reach hougang from my Sengkang house. 1 hour!!!! I waited for half an hour for a cab, but NO CAB in sight! Then I took a bus to Compasspoint and the taxi stand had a long queue. So i decided to take a train to Hougang to try my luck but again taxi stand had lots of people. When I finally decided to take a bus to Xinmin instead, ta-daaaaa a cab came!! I was really really happy that I thanked the uncle for noticing me! Haha. So yeah, an hour late for training. Okay! I'm currently at JQ's place. Playing MJ now. Got to get back to concentrate. Wish me luck! Ciao! edited: The girls won! =) They made it to the finals for Pilot Pen except for Lucky's singles match. But okay at least she won't have to play against her fellow teammate. The finals is definitely worth watching! Thitirat/Chiew Sien(1) vs Sports School(2) Lucky/Natthaporn vs NYGS(1) Nattaporn vs NYGS(1) Tanapat vs RJC(1) Looking at the finals. I think high chance the girls will take all the golds if nothing goes wrong. =) Monday, March 16, 2009
Woke up at around 8am this morning.Cabbed to CCAB to watch Pilot Pen tournament. I was there to support Lucky as promised. =) 4 matches in a day. Definitely tiring. My heart goes out to her for all the scolding she got from her Aunt. I understand the tears, the complaints, the anger. It's never easy having to perform in front of someone as superior. But everything has to be put aside. It's the SF tomorrow. I'm still thinking if I should go for training or head down to watch her match. Argh!! Timing clashed, can I split myself into 2!?? Alright let's see..... training is at 9am at Hougang while the tourny is at 815am at Evans Road. The tourny will end by 11am lastest, so it's kinda wasted if I wake up so early and find myself aimless after that. Training ends at 12pm and I'll be nearer to home. Argh! But tomorrow matches are really exciting to the max!!!!!! Lucky vs Seeded 1. Natthaporn vs Sports School. Lucky/Natthaporn vs Sports School. Thitirat/Chiew Sien vs Seeded 1. Tanapat vs China girl. How? How? How? Okay! I'll set my alarm to wake up to go watch the tourny but we'll see if I can wake up on time if not, training here I come. To reach CCAB on time, I got to wake up at 630am la! tsktsk. -_- Anyway, my liking for C is known by his sisters and housemates too. Gosh! I was shocked when they talked to me about him this afternoon. I just acted normally, how I usually react upon hearing his name. =D Just got the fisheye pictures from my cousin taken during The E Entertainment Awards party. =)    Okay! It's about time to sleep. I still can't really make up my mind! Argh! Sunday, March 15, 2009
Gosh! I'm totally mesmerized by these 2 guys!Lee Min Ho and Kim Bum! <3       For the 2nd consecutive day, I've been sitting in front of my computer watching videos link to the drama. I think I'm mad but I glad I'm not alone. LOL. =) Can you believe one of them is the same age like me while the other is 2 yrs younger! =O Saturday, March 14, 2009
Natalie got me started with watching the Korean's version of F4 and I'm totally hooked to it now.Boys before flower. =)  I spent my entire day sitting in front of the computer watching the drama. I'm at episode 15 now. I got to agree with her that it's way better than the taiwan version. Seriously! Gosh the guys are making me drool! Anyway, I see resemblance in both the male lead. The nose especially. Haha. I'm going to bathe now while waiting for the next episode to load. Wow I can't wait to finish watching the whole series. Thanks Nat, I found something entertaining to keep me busy on the first day of my holiday. I'm definitely going to finish till episode 19 by tonight! Yup there goes my plan of wanting to complete my assignment. =/ Anyway, Man Utd lost to Liverpool 4-1!!! Omg! Disgrace at homeground, it was disappointing. I thought they played well till Vidic got red carded! Argh! Never mind they have a match in hand and they are 7 points ahead! They will still win the cup! =) Friday, March 13, 2009
I can't believe it!I've been falling asleep at wrong timings till I'm so frustrated with myself. I've actually missed all the live telecast for All England and now I've just miss 3 consecutive days of live streaming for Swiss Open where I can actually watch Boonsak play! Shoot me! For all that I've waited, I always end up dozing off just before the match! Argh! Not only that, I didn't manage to wake up for Man Utd's crucial match on Wednesday morning. Thank God they won. =) I think I've been too tired that my alarm clock has no more effect on me anymore. I used to wake up the moment I hear my alarm ring but now even with 5 alarms, I always end up offing it without realising till my sis come into my room. Yes that bad! Can't imagine if my sis need not go school, I'll be dead! But it's the start of the March holidays so hopefully with this one week, I'll be able to catch up on my lost sleep. Anyway, I think I'm growing fatter! I've been snacking more than ever. The only way to keep myself awake during lesson time is to munch(!!!!!!) so I never fail to bring some titbits to class. Argh! it's becoming a habit. I think ever since I've started my lesson again, I'm snacking more than I actually do in a year. Ya I don't really snack a lot compared to now! It's scary! So so so..... I told myself I'm going on an ultimate diet during this holiday where I will eat less, work more! Badminton 4 times a week and I'll try to go for both morning and afternoon session. Eh! Didn't I say I want to catch up on my lost sleep!!!! Argh! Alright, we'll see! =D Lucky's family is coming over to Singapore for holiday and I've been sourcing around for the cheapest and most convenient hotel for them. But seriously, singapore hotels ain't cheap. Don't say about those at Geylang, I think safety is very important too. So guess what, I actually came up with an idea. Downtown East! I mean they really want cheap cheap and staying over at a hotel for 5 nights can't be that cheap. 4 person leh! I think her brothers will enjoy their stay over at downtown much more than at other places too. Hahaha. Moreover, I'm a member so I can actually get cheaper! 5 nights of stay for a member is around $500 and for a non member is around $1000!!! Mind you it's half price la! Good deal right? The decision to book is still pending. Currently waiting for Lucky's mother to give approval. I just gave them the link so hopefully they find it a nice place. Most importantly, there's a direct bus to Hougang Interchange and it won't take very long to travel so yup, I think it is perfect! =) Okay! I'm home alone now. Feeling super bored! Just finished 4 remaining kuew(correct spelling?) that my coursemate gave me. She's really nice that is why I share my snacks with her. LOL. Going to bathe now. I think I stink! Ciao! Wednesday, March 11, 2009
I was totally exhausted from the minute I woke up this morning.I was practically dragging my body out of my house and in school. I thought I could fall asleep any second, yawning like a million times and even going to the extent of asking the children what they think they can do to keep me awake. So kids being kids, they came forward one after another to poke me on my arm. =) Anyway, I guess what my mum say is right. I need to prioritize my time properly and maybe cut down on my activities. The truth is I'm really really tired, both mentally and physically. I definitely do not have enough sleep and that's a big factor that is really affecting me inside out. I start hating work and school, I start thinking about everything and sometimes I just breakdown because I'm burned out. Now with my assignments piling up, I just wish to run away from reality! Maybe I should seriously try to sleep earlier by cutting down on my time online. But then again, surfing the net and watching youtube is like my main activity for me time. Argh! I'm starting to read the bible again and doing some self reflection before I sleep. Yup me time is really important. It gives me that contentment and allows me to feel at ease. But after getting all that serenity, I'll suffer the next day from lack of sleep and the cycle just continues. I dislike contridiction. But that's what I see in my current post. Whatever~! My mum wants to talk to me now. Going off. Nights! Friday, March 06, 2009
I was in the living room chatting with my brother for close to an hour.The feeling was great! We just talk non stop and shared things... about our life, our work, our future, everything! =) Can't remember the last time we had such a long conversation. I used to go over his room to watch tv and just talk to him for awhile when we were less busy, now our life just revolves around work, work and more work. We are always doing our own stuff, in our own room... guess that's part of growing up. Things changed. Plus now that I stay in SK most of the time, I hardly see my brother. So I'm really glad we had the chance to just sit down and communicate today. I miss those younger days. Though no longer as close (compared to last time but not too bad either), I know when I'm in need of help, you'll definitely still be there for me! because you're my angelic brother always! =)  All England quater finals later. Peter Gade against Taufik! Best match! Must watch!!! Wednesday, March 04, 2009
I finally touched my racket after more than a week. =)Training was GOOD! GREAT! FANTASTIC! We did doubles multiple shuttle, 3(attack) against 2(defense) with Miss Tan serving the shuttle from the side. The last time I did the exact same training was like 5 years back!!! I love it although this is one of the training I used to get most of my scolding. Haha. Alright most importantly, I was on form today. Okay maybe it's because I haven't played for a week so it made me more enthu. My shots were woohooo~! My swing were all correct, the sound, speed, strength, everything. Amazing! The national draws are out and can't imagine how "lucky" Miss Tan and Mr Wong can get. Both XMS and TKGS's B and C girls will be meeting one another in the first round. Tourny will be played at Tampines Sports Hall. I doubt there's a need for me to head down since I'll most probably watch the last singles only. Sigh Sigh Sigh~! Tomorrow is D-day! I'm suppose to plan on my lesson tomorrow but I'm just toooo lazy to brainstorm on how exactly I want to teach in front of the 2 MOE personnel. Going to sleep soon. Going for dental appointment after school tomorrow and then I'll go for my jogging session! Hopefully it don't rain. Good night! Tuesday, March 03, 2009
My mum left for Beijing this morning and I'll have the car till Sunday. =DI had one of my best breakfast in a zillion years. The century egg congee from Imperial Treasure tasted even nicer when I'm having it at 6 plus in the morning. Great way to start my day! MOE personnel will be in my school for 3 days and lucky me got chosen to have a 2 to 1 interview with them after school today. I nearly fainted upon hearing it. Seriously! But I thought I did better than expected after all the big hooha I made before the actual interview. Haha. They seem rather interested in wanting to sit in for my lesson and now it's confirm they will have the chance to do so on Thursday. Sian diao. I hate being observed la!!! Meiyun and Eve were waiting for me outside school. Drove down to Far east. Got my jacket (it's in a weird colour, something I will never choose if there's black available) and now I'm all prepared to start jogging. YES! I'm going to jog!!!!!!! It's going to be a miracle. A lazy bum like me is going to run on the street. I think I'm mad too but the power of determination and love fights everything. Hahahahahaa!!! Crap! Dinner was at this korean restaurant beside ramentei @ Far East. The food was pretty good. We ordered quite a lot and I ate till I look as though I'm 4months pregnant. =P  The girls did some baking before meeting me and blessed me got to feel some love. I like it alot though a bit too sweet but still....... I don't mind having more. Hahaha. <3  I have plenty of work to do. I don't know how to start, don't know where to start. Argh! I can't wait for March holidays. I'm suppose to do some (I'm being force to do la!) work that needs to be shown to my group mates tomorrow but I'm extremely tired from having only 4 hours of sleep the night before. So heck, I'm going to bed soon. Nighty! =] I'm easily made happy. =) Susu for AE.
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